felt like changing my bloggy. was in a green mood yesterday. maybe i was feeling nostalgic for michigan state. even though it's more pea green than Spartan green. but as carolyn says, i do have a thing for pee.

i also have a thing for snuggling with my sweetie. *sigh* can't get enough of that. what a great weekend. i could reeeeally get used to this.

so excited to see Bart again this weekend. though not looking forward to a long scary drive through scary canadia land with scary french canadian people. i hate avril lavigne. maaaaaybe i'll still get lucky and be able to fly. but i'm already preparing for my pit stop in niagra falls. bill said it was cool. and he tried to convince me that "america junior" wasn't scary. but i'm having a hard time buying it. however, i will try it out if it saves me 2 hours in the car.

aaaaanyway.

i think i did pretty well on my econ test today. score one for me!!! life revelation is taking shape. i definitely have been MORE than a waste of space the past couple weeks. and i'm still doing alright. but we'll see how long that lasts before it blows up in my face. i'm thinking about 2 more days is the limit. then i self destruct. i think the self destruction will come in the form of a horrid grade on my strategy paper, which is due on march 1 and i have definitely not started a thing for. not even one little tidbit of researching. crap. it's ok. i'm not hyperventilating right now. i promise. *fingers crossed*

my whole body is so tense right now i feel just awful. my neck is killing me. i have a horrible cramp on the right side of my lower back that hasn't gone away for 3 days and has ceased to respond to any form of otc pain reliever...why can't my chiropractor make house calls...from wisconsin to michigan??? i have also pretty much stopped sleeping again. what a surprise. here it is 2:47am and i have to get up at 7:15. awesome. and it's too late to take tylenol pm :( what a wreck. it's ok. i'm not hyperventilating right now. i promise. *fingers crossed*

oh, happy late valentine's day. i had a decent one. mostly because the econ exam is over. but also because, even though we're not physically together, i know i have the most wonderful valentine in the entire world.

life's not perfect, but it still feels like it is.

i found $20 on the ground today walking back from class. FUCKING SWEET!!!! that has never happened to me before and i feel like i hit the lottery!!! seriously i don't even know what i am going to do with my new found wealth. i could buy a bottle of irish cream, a case of beer, groceries, go to the bar, buy a new charm for my bracelet, buy something cute to wear for spring break...so many possibilities!!! how exciting!!!

and also, this time tomorrow, there will be a soldier in my bed. YAY! even better than finding $20 on the sidewalk :)

highlight #1 of my day: talkin to my soldier for an hour or so :) *BIG SMILE* never fails to be the highlight of my day actually. i miss the days of talking to him for hours on end so much!!!! that was the best. given the choice, i'd choose bart over sleep every time. but i'll take what i can get now, and it still makes me the happiest girl in the world. even though i feel bad that our silly chattering wasted his trip to the mall...oh well, he can go back.

highlight #2 of my day: chatting with my favorite prof for like 45 minutes about stupid people who make us laugh because they are just so damn stupid. like people who think that the country of iraq speaks english. or that the middle east could invade the us. or that i won't smack them upside the head for saying something fucking stupid.

highlight #3 of my day: i'm cuter than my ex's new girlfriend. hehe. score 1 for me! according to adriane, she has a "bulbous nose." hehe. i promise we're not really evil...

i'm totally sick to my stomach. i'm all hot. nauseous and can't concentrate...for the first time since i got myself into this, i am having a little mini-breakdown. it's not good and i hope it goes away or i figure out a way to change it or deal with it. otherwise i'll never get through this year.

thanks Robert McNamara for ruining my day.

Sashinka14 (11:46:30 PM): (o)(o)
BrewCityBabe11 (11:46:36 PM): lol
BrewCityBabe11 (11:46:37 PM): thank you
Sashinka14 (11:46:44 PM): you're so very welcome.
BrewCityBabe11 (11:46:55 PM): :-) i lovvvveeee youuuuuu
Sashinka14 (11:47:04 PM): I LOVE YOU!!!!!
BrewCityBabe11 (11:47:24 PM): sorry i couldn't hang out more, school is pooping all over me right now :-(
Sashinka14 (11:47:37 PM): it's otay
Sashinka14 (11:47:49 PM): I hate when school poops all over you.
BrewCityBabe11 (11:47:56 PM): seriously, it's the worst
Sashinka14 (11:48:10 PM): I think school needs some immodium AD
BrewCityBabe11 (11:48:17 PM): it definitely does
BrewCityBabe11 (11:48:30 PM): it also needs a swift kick in the teeth
Sashinka14 (11:48:50 PM): ouch.
BrewCityBabe11 (11:49:10 PM): it deserves it. since it already kicked me square in the butt.
Sashinka14 (11:50:32 PM): it kicked you in the butt, THEN pooped on you? I think school has an ass fetish.
BrewCityBabe11 (11:51:28 PM): haha yeah. and that's creepy. so again, it deserves a kick in the teeth for being a freak.
Sashinka14 (11:51:43 PM): yup
Sashinka14 (11:51:48 PM): school is a sick freak.
BrewCityBabe11 (11:51:52 PM): exactly

well, i'm totally freaking out about school this month. i have so much to do for classes, i feel like i'm going to explode. i feel like i am definitely not going to get good grades in all of my classes, namely marketing and econ, possibly strategy, but i can probably pull off strategy since i'm doing the book report for extra. and all of this leads up to me spending this entire weekend, yes, thursday, friday, saturday, AND sunday doing homework and working on projects and papers and whatnot. i'm not very much of a superbowl girl anyway. and i'm having a little fun...doing econ review questions while drinking irish cream...

speaking of, i have gone through an entire bottle in a week. that is not a good sign. i never go through alcohol that quickly. oh but it's so damn good!

and do you know what is not good? spitting. spitting is pet peeve #2 for me. #1 smoking, #2 spitting. i want to fucking flip out every time i am walking somewhere and see a big pile of spit right on the sidewalk. my first reaction is obviously to make sure i don't step in it, and my second reaction is to throw up. fucking gross. is there a reason you can't keep your spit in your mouth? i mean, 90% of people can, so why can't you? what makes your spit so different that it can't be swallowed? HUH???!!!??? ugh. sorry. i know a lot of people who spit and i really try not to let it bother me. and sometimes it doesn't bother me. but sometimes, it just gets on my fucking nerves.

i'm really excited for next weekend. Bart and my parents will be here, so it's going to be really really great. i'm so excited for them to meet each other! and i am really glad that Joe is coming too. it's definitely very important to me. and it will be a fun weekend for sure. including lots of yummy meals, probably some shopping, chit chatting, partying, and probably my mom smoking down with Bill. always a good time. too bad i can't yet because i am a loser and don't have a job :( but it's ok, it's actually a good thing because it occupies my Mommy and will probably give me some time to sneak off and get some genuine Irish cream...wink wink...

p.s. the weather sucks. good thing i'll be in florida a month from now. wOOt.

Ciara gets the award for coolest because she leaves me nice messages on my blog :) thank you dearest!

now all the rest of you should feel like jerkfaces for reading and never leaving comments.

good things today

eating cereal for lunch
hanging out with my vegas night friends: andrea, megan, and keith
a really old george carlin special on comedy central
next the tv show and the ridiculous people on it
seeing ricky martin on tv and remembering how much i totally love him
carolans irish cream
my kitten hopping up on my lap and snuggling right in my face :)

bad things today

eating pizza for dinner
being lonely
not seeing or talking to my boyfriend and missing him so much
no *ahem* real irish cream

i have eaten half a bag of red vines in one day. that is bad.

so i'm all mad because i keep thinking of a million things to put in my blog every day, but then i don't have time that day so i forget. that just pisses me off. i had so many funny things i wanted to say. *sigh* oh well. i guess i'll just have to continue to be boring and babble away in this little thing.

first off, cutest thing ever today. for Spartans Supporting the Troops, we went to Pinecrest Elementary School in East Lansing and had a class of first graders make valentine's day cards for the troops. soooo adorable. my favorite card ever: "thank you for fighting for our country. happy valentine's day. i hope you win." hahaha. SO CUTE. second favorite: "dear iraky people, why did you join the war, i wish you a happy happy day." hahaha. awesome. so that was fun. plus i got little yellow ribbons to put on my coat and my purse and stuff. :) what a cheeseball i am. and also, i'm excited because we are going to paint the rock and have a rally on tuesday afternoon. that will be SWEET!!! i'm going to start a picket line and make a poster that says SUPPORT THE TROOPS, BITCHES!!!!! haha. should be fun. i'm enjoying this SST stuff. although some of the girls in it are a little overboard...but i'll go with it because i think it's so cool what we are doing. if i was in iraq i'd at least crack a smile at a card made by a first grader and a package of beef jerky. :)

i have concluded again that my cat is freaking awesome. he's such a badass. the other day i was sitting on my computer and i kept hearing spike make his little defensive meow like he was getting hurt. but every time i turned, i missed the attack. so i started to just watch, and Brewer was freakin kicking spike's ass!!! you see, sometimes they play fight, and then sometimes they lick each other a lot. when they lick each other they like wrap their little arms around each other's neck and clean each other's face and stuff. i think that may have been how it started out, but then spike must have pissed Brewer off, so Brewer started BITING HIM IN THE FACE!!!! it was hilarious!!! he was just like biting spike's neck hardcore! i started to feel bad after like 5 minutes, so i pushed spike off the bed because he was too stupid to leave on his own. but anyway, the point is that Brewer is the coolest cat on the face of the planet. and he could probably kill a wild wolf if he had front claws :)

next up, i'd like to take a poll. please leave a comment to participate. do you find it acceptable or unacceptable to put a cup full of liquid into the garbage can? thank you.

i also concluded that i am freaking awesome for coming up with kickass Valentine's Day and birthday gifts for Bart. excellent. i am sooo excited!!! i was going nuts over Christmas presents for him, and they didn't even turn out that well. but i think these gifts will be perfect. i got one of them yesterday and it is so freakin cool!!!! i love it so much i could almost keep it!!! but he will like it more and laugh, so that is better. and then i got the second part today, and that will be good. and i will get the third part right before i give it to him, and he will really like that :) the birthday present i will get later, and that will be sweet to. damn, kourt, pat on the back!!!

i am disappointed that everyone is home this weekend. i am pretty lonely right now. and i don't really know what to do with myself. i am going to do homework, but that stinks, and i am feeling distracted, so who knows how much i will actually get done. but i NEED to get a lot done, so i'm going to have to force myself. anyway. that's no fun, and i hate it when i can't take a break and go visit Stacey or Bill. poopfaces. i did decide that i am going to go see jarhead on sunday night though. so that will be good. and another motivator to get a bunch of homework done so i actually can go see it. other than that, this weekend might be kind of poopy. along with next weekend probably. oh well, i guess last weekend was enough to spread over a couple of weeks. and the last 3 weekends in february will be more than enough to make up for it. :)

and again i find myself just sitting here thinking about how ridiculously happy i am. *sigh* how did i ever get so lucky??? and it only gets better from here...