i suck at updating, i know. but i also think no one reads this, so it might not matter too much. maybe someone should comment once in a while...what a novel idea that is!

things are alright overall i guess. school still fucking sucks. too much to do in too little time. which is totally partially my fault for putting it off for a while. but it's also my perogative as a senior :) at least there's not too much left and it'll be over soon. then i get to start my life!!! i can't wait!!!

i miss Bart terribly...obviously. i write him every day and have gotten to talk to him 3 times on the phone so far. it's soooooo great to hear his voice!!!! it's like heaven in my ear! but now i won't hear from him again for a while, so it's back to just letters and hoping for the phone to ring sometime soon. but it's ok, we're doing ok. we might actually be doing better than ok for a deployment relationship. i'm not worried about coming out of it in great shape, that's for sure, and it's a good sign i think. less than 11 months left!! woooooo!!! haha :)

hmmm anything else new...i can't think of much. i spent last weekend at Bart's dad's house visiting. it was a really great weekend and something i definitely needed. just relaxing and family and a home to go to. i get stir crazy at school without family, so it was perfect that i could go there and hang out with everyone. this next weekend i'm going to Bart's mom's for Easter, so that should be equally as awesome. i can't wait for that either. i'm sure it'll be a good end to another rough week of crapola.

hb bar crawl was yesterday. it was alright. i'm glad Carolyn and Kristen were nice enough to walk home with me. otherwise i might have died!

i think that's all. i'm kind of too tired and irritated today with many people in my life to come up with anything profound for this entry. maybe after i'm past the point of being pissed and contemplate things some more. i'll update in a few days and hopefully feel better. if it's any sign of anything, the past 2 days have reminded me starkly of high school. and we all know how awful that was for me. i hope it gets better real soon.