been havin a baaaaaaaad week to say the least. school is really really stressing me out. i haven't slept. at all. in the past week for sure. my boss asked me how i got the black eye. that's how purple my eyes looked. again, school really really sucks a lot. and i haven't been helping at all because i have a HUGE case of senioritis. at the same time, fuck it, i fucking deserve it after 16 years. luckily the only thing i'm not really stressed per se about is Bart. i don't worry about him anymore. he's too crafty to have to be worried about. i know nothing will happen to him. however, i do miss him so much i feel like my body is going numb some days. i think about him all the time and i just can't wait till i can hear from him. hopefully the bombardment of letters will inspire him to write a page or two.

positive things about the week so far are very few:
-Mike makes me laugh, and thank God i can talk to him a little bit because Afghanistan doesn't suck that much for him quite yet
-Brian also makes me laugh, mostly because he is a ridiculous sex freak. ha.
-chit chatting with Allyn for the first time in foreverrrrrr. glad to hear from him and glad to be able to catch up some more.
-great documentary, Control Room, in strategy on monday
-slap happy early morning akhdar=baydva group meeting today
-my boss, Jim, taking me to this awesome korean restaurant for lunch yesterday

that's about it. look at that. only 6 good things in the whole entire week. and most of them only lasted for a few minutes, all of them less than 1.5 hours. so that's like 8 hours of good in 96 hours over 4 days. wtf. something good needs to come along here very quickly.

and now i have to STUDY INSTEAD OF GOING TO BURGERAMA. add THAT to the list of good things for the week!!!!!!!!!! grr.